闷

闷。。。闷。。。闷...
真是搞不懂。。到底在是闷什么??!!既然东西该做的。。多的很阿！！
但就是不精神不想做。。
为什么最近我会变成这么不精神，闷，懒，就象没目标，没梦想，失去方向的样子。。
到底要如何才会变跟好，对家人，世界，还有自己呢？？！

好像对自己没信心，自信了。。
想找回以前的我。。多么懂自己要什么，喜欢什么。。
现在就想要逃避也逃不了。。也只能赶快的过下去。。忍的也该忍。。
但要躲。。躲到什么时候？该赶快的走出来了。。时间不等了。。

haiizz...这也不能怪谁。。是我！！！
是我自己，我的生活，我的路。。我来负责！！

哈哈。。现在我都不懂在写什么。。脑里很复杂，很烦，不懂不懂。。
外面大家都瓶命赚钱，读书，我既然在这里还再想。。
救命啊啊。。。。
心里很不安。。！


在闷时候。。只有音乐陪陪我，懂我的心情。。
最近，莫文蔚的声音一直在我脑海里。。
外面的世界。。
很精彩但也很无奈。。

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wo hai shi mei ban fa zhen zhen de yuan liang ta...
shui ran biao mian shang kan de hen fang kai le...
dan shi..
hai shi mei ban fa..

zhi dao..ru guo yuan liang yi ge ren..jiu hui qing song duo..xin li jiu bu hui men le..shi jie jiu hui gen mei hao..jiu hui dui na ge ren gen zhen xin de dui dai..jiu hui wang diao ta..
dan shi..
hai shi mei ban fa..

mei yi tian guo de hen kuai..
mang shi hou..jiu bu hui xiang dao na jian shi..
dan mei chi xiang ru shui shi hou..
jiu hui you yi pian pian de hui yi zhou jing wo nao li..
you zai yi chi xiang dao na ge tong ku de hui yi..
lei ye yi zhi diao xia lai..diao dao zhen tou dou shi le..
ye xiang ye mei ban fa...
xiang yao wang diao..jiu wang bu diao..
ying wei..ta yi jing mai zai zhui shen de xin li..

na ye shi wo zui di chao de shi jian..yong yuan dou wang bu diao..
ying wei ta yong yuan zai wo de shen huo li..

tu ran xiang xie...
jiu shi ying wei zai xiang dao na ge hui yi..
na ge hen tong hen tong de xin..
yi zhi ku yi zhi ku..
zai hen an de fang jian..
yi ge ren zai jiao luo..
mei ban fa....
hen wu nai..
zhi ge shi jie zhen de hen wu nai..
xiang bu dao de shi qing ji ran hui tong tong fa shen..

yi jing hen jiu le...
dan wei shen me hai shi mei ban fa..
ye xu ying wei ta hai shi mei bian..yong yuan dou bu hui bian!

It's 王力宏...and my worst assignments' week

go shorties, it's ya birthday
go xiong di, it's ya birthday
it's yours, it's ya birthday
ooh la la
it's ya birthday
it's everybody's birthday..^^
17 May 2010....dats it...although i'm having 3 assignments due dis week...but at 12am...I DON'T CARE!!!! need to shout out to my FB's wall, his FB's wall, frens' FB wall, MSN's status n of course dis blog...playing all his songs..esp It's Ya birthday..the perfect songs for 17 May..
but since im having this yes-no-cough...feeling bad, thirsty every second, sesak pipis (drink alot), cough evrytime...haiiizzz....i can't shout n sing well...LOL^^and also all this assignment, i can't make a video n give it to leehom...-.-"
ok lhaa...i'll end this..with wishes n hopes..
wish 力宏, the best for his career;movie;music;n romance also...please keep healthy n happy^^
wish me, i can quickly type n done this CLD assignments..hope the ideas can come to my brain NOW!!! n also..ouuu...cough...stop!!! go go away!!!

nothing much but still Happy Mother's Day^^

ya...it's really nothing much to say currently..haha..still the same..goin to class, assignment, test, facebook, drama, online, eat n sleep..

9th May 2010..actually im not sure it's mother's day since i Google it...

it's also susan's bday...

blind morning-pagi2 buta... we all have planned to wake up at 6 n celebrate her bdae..but only LV's frens came..evryone start to prepare the cupcakes n kitchen thingy...hehe^^

teng-ting-tung-tang-tong~~~oh man...it's really loud until i can't hear my own voice ady..since i have to shout "maling2--sahur2"..

after that, everybody went back n sleep again..LOL..

since im the one that can express my feeling...it took a lot of strength to call mom..i knew i shouldnt like that...but still i've ady born like this..and i try try try to do anything that can make mom happier..

ahhahahaa...i knew it...she is happy when i called her..

and she's just simply said thank you...LOL.

i think we talked alot that day on the phone..bla~bla~bla~

the bad thing is she's not feeling well this day..n i sure know why like that...coz she's working hard, not eat well, n sleep late(coz she watches drama n wake up early for jogging)..haiz~~

after the check up, doctor told her that she has low blood presure n too tired..

the things that i can advice her is only dun watch drama till late...

oh God..for this mother's day, i just wish her to keep healthy, pretty, happy n of course wealthy..

thankyou^^

May!!week 10...

aiyaaaaaa......can u imagine...week 10 ady!!!ohmydad....

next month...JUNE...exam..final exam..sem 5...wuasehhh....

so fast..i feel like just started my new sem..then...

11 June: CA, 15 June: IPM, 18 June: CLD, 22 June: IBF

and i think i need to buy ticket to go back ady...maybe 25 June??since the holiday will be around 2-3 weeks only...should i go back 25 June, Friday??or Saturday?Sunday??pusinkkk....

但

在这个世界上，有一些事从外面看。。远远得看。。是很单纯的

但，如果用仔细的去看。。怎么越来越复杂。。

有时候， 想要再根了解但却搞得根复杂。。

想要试一试， 但，不敢去面对这世界。。

想要再进一步，但，又害怕又开心又无奈

害怕， 不知道 会走到哪一条的路。。

开心，原来世界是怎么美好的。。

无奈， 如果要结束这一步那不如不要开始。。

但， 进了那一步已经不能退一步了